But life goes on...

The day we had to put the dogs to sleep was horrible. Much worse than I ever imagined. We couldn't stop crying and felt so horrible for making the decision we did. This was quite surprising to me seeing that I joked for many years about them running away or worse. I can't say I was the best dog mama but having to hold them during their last few minutes was so sad :( Now....the flip side of that: NO MORE PUDDLES!!! No more walking in pee and getting the bottom of my pj's wet, no more garbage FILLED with soaking wet paper towels, no more maxi pads filled with pee (for Thomas' diaper), no more stinky kitchen, no more dried pee spots where I forgot to look to see if there had been pee.....I miss them so much but I don't miss that!!! Blake, our Brussels Griffon, thinks HE died and went to heaven. The gates are down and he is allowed to roam where ever he wants. Life is good.